Its just that my love towards you has fade away. I dont like talking about this by texting. Everytime when we meet, i try to have a normal greetings but its seems that you have someone to entertain on the phone giggle away early in the morning so i thought i am just not the best for you. There is much more besides that and I tk salah kan you but at times i blame myself onto this. I blame myself for not being good enough , treating you well as a boyfriend, for shutting myself down , for keeping a distance from you.
I know its hard. Its hard for us to be like this & its so obvious.
Mayb you might tell/share your friends about our r/s which that shouldnt happen. Mayb not? Idk. Not judging anything if yes, they just shouldnt interfere. I know you have been going out with your friends to make your life occupied. Which i dont even know and meet them. I tahu i dont have a vehicle here to bring you out around at day or night. So i dont know what more to feel or say. Oh im typing to much.
I dont want to brag on this over here. Yes our honeymoons days are over . And now we are having the rocky season. Its been 1 year and 4 months. Thats fast & alarming to me. It has been great times with you making those memories.
I nak bilang you yang i tak ada niat nk mainkan hati you. Tapi cinta i terhadap u dah pudar. Selama ini i memang setia dengan you. I dont have any affairs with other girls.Sekarang pun i bersorangan. Hidup seperti biasa. I kluar ngan kawan-kawanl i yg u kenal , duduk rumah, gi sekolah 👎 boring going to school. Ini bukan bermakna i dah bosan dengan you. Never in me to have that feeling towards you . Whatever that has happened, im over it. Nothing to argue about it anymore
Yes i will make up to you, meet and iftar together. As you wish anisah.
